4/21/2009

Tick tock tick tock Taunts the clock

Till two till three till four,

Till time runs out Till I forget

Simply what I am.

Tick tock Taunts the clock

Till two till three forever.

Till time forgets me Till sleep takes me

Till taunting reaches its end.

Easy as Electricity

Is it a state of mind or a state of being? I'm stuck in wonderment. This default setting of negativity--is it something I should be able to simply turn off? I don't know what it will take to make me happy. I don't know where I need to be or who I want around. I don't mean to say I don't love [most] of the people around me now, but they aren't enough for me. I have to refocus and look at all the same things in a whole new light. I have to forget what I used to think of them and reintroduce myself. Hardest of all, I have to let things go. Let everything go, roll with the punches. But I'm fragile and don't really know how to take a hit.